Keeping Up With The Kardashian star Kim Kardashian broke down while speaking about her marital problems with rapper Kanye West during an episode of the reality show Keeping Up With the Kardashians, which was released Thursday, and said that she “feels like a failure.”
The Kardashian-Jenner clan filmed their final family vacation for the reality show and Kim got emotional while speaking about Kanye West during their trip to Lake Tahoe, People reports. Speaking about a plate of cookies left on the table, Kim said, “Where’s my room? I just want to go to my room and never come out.”
Following her exit, Kim’s sister Khloe Kardashian explained, “Kim has been struggling privately behind camera about her relationship and it’s tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger.”
Kim Kardashian filed for divorce from Kanye West Friday after 6.5 years of marriage in February. When this particular episode was filmed, Kim and Kanye were still together amid rumours of their divorce and severe public drama, People reports.
During one of their conversations, Khloe asked Kim about her relationship with Kanye, as she said, “There’s no fighting, like, now it’s all calm so I just roll with it.” Khloe, meanwhile, revealed that Kim and Kanye had a big fight before their family trip.
Moments later, Kim broke down as she said, “I honestly can’t do this anymore. Why am I still in this like, place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he’s done an amazing job.”
“I think he deserves someone that can go support his every move, go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming — I can’t do that. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything. I feel like a failure, that it’s like, a third marriage. Yeah I feel like a loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy,” Kim added.
In the backdrop, Khloe said, “Kim is one of the most incredible human beings, literally ever, and she tries to protect their union at all costs, but it’s hard when you carry that responsibility on your shoulders and I just want her to take care of herself too.”
Kim Kardashian and Kanye West began dating in 2012 and had their first child in 2013. The couple got married on May 24, 2014, in a ceremony at a Renaissance fortress in Florence, Italy. The couple has four children: North, Saint, Chicago and Psalm.